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Hi how are you doing I am an gay man 47 years old living alon in Tulsa ok not from her grown up in an twon 30 mils outside of Chicago ill left in 1997 has not been back fount out the vear hard way and hurtfull way my mother that I had taken care of from the age of 8 years old with no help of family support no father around thankfully for the fist 7years of my life my mother was able to put with in me what I would need for later in my life that she didn't know I would need and for the both of us one night in lest then 24 hours our lifes change forever but o thank my lord for his grece and his macy over the next severl next years of my life scared lost confused feeling like nobody understood me had had to do an lot of fighting throough being in special education and abd felling like nobody no me felling like I am in my own world trying to understand why I am in and knowing I am in an different lifestyle then other I didn't unstand but I can say I have goone throw an lot the only one thing that I wont is that one man that will accept me for me and what I have and not talk about me or do his best to put me down as if he has nother white in his life we all have have something in the closet with that being said I do have H.I.V with in my body but becoust I take my med everday I finly made it to an place to wear I can no longer sprayed it another person its called the medical term is undetectable this has not been an easy thing just to come out to say to any one but if I can find it with in after all I have been throw hopefully you would gave me an chance now iam not looking to find an man that don't wount to at lest went to try and noting wear it my go but at lest welling to at lest gave it an big owl tey hopeing for the best but prepared for the worst if it my come hopeing it well naver come open to all races it doesn't matter what color you are I am just looking for an careing man that I will know with my heart and sourl he love me if I know that I will love him right back and it not nother I got that my my baby/lover/paner of mines that he cant get from me so if you just wont to play pleas don't resopn to pleas douglas nov 12/2016 sat. P,S wounts an paner/lover for life.

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